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Sunday, 20 December 2009

  • Vaccines and the lunacy that follows them...finally writing again!

    Hello all, I have not written in awhile obviously...apparently, medical school is pretty time consuming, so I am writing this over my winter break...

    So....Vaccines...as a current medical student, I have had to learn a whole lot about disease, as well as about our measures of stopping it. As I watch the news, I see the same rediculous All-american refrain: some blowhard, with no expertise on the topic (we hate experts...damn smart people) sounding off about "evidence piling up" on vaccines. Here is what has happened.

    Vaccines have become the trendy little punching bag of the anti-government/ big business crowd (which I am a proud member of). The reason is simple. Attacking vaccines is easy. There is no face to it, no one to stand up for their rights or to fight you tooth and nail for every point. They are a one point of view story, similar to the lunatic birther crowd or the people that think we need to "wash the land with the blood of patriots"...the other side doesn't even no why or what any one is talking about. The vaccine people are like the russians in the corner of the restuarant talking about the fall of America...no one understands their language or their point of view. They are irrelavent to anyone but themselves.

    The fact is that vaccination really is one of the few huge medical breakthroughs of the last century. I will not go over these here..if you don't know about them, yet have a strong opinion about this issue, you are clearly part of the problem. The science behind vaccination is unquestioned...what some people "argue" over are the chemicals that must be used to preserve what is in fact a very delicate compound, that is a string of DNA or RNA that would otherwise die within seconds outside of the medium they are in.

    If you want to talk about the bug-repellant that is in them (not quite, it is a sterol derivative that is put in bug spray for the same reason it is in a vaccine, preservation), or the mercury, or whatever else; if you do this, please DO NOT talk about what is in the air of most major cities, or what is in the beef, or the water (in some places you can get a clinically relavent dose of anti-depressants by drinking enough of the tap water)...you get the idea...

    The strange thing is, a lot of the people that go batty over the vaccine stuff (typically far right thinkers) will in the same breath defend OTHER companies whose pollution and ill effects on our health are unquestioned, which no one can claim of vaccines. The reason for this rediculous defense is simple: the government wants you to get a vaccine.... and somebody said they might cause autism. (just telling you what most any embryology professor would say, that the science stating that autism is caused by anything outside of early embryonic development, when you develop the rest of your brain, is extremely weak). We can't have that...the government doing something that MIGHT be bad for you, but which does have unquestionable good in other, more extreme, cases.

    Meanwhile, the farming and food industry put things in food that are illegal to give to cattle in other countries. The air quality is some major cities has an undeniable link to small cell carcinomas and emphysema...the list is long and sad.... The message that I get from the anti-vaccine people then is this: It is okay to poison people, so long as it is in the interest of someone's bottom line. If the government does it, even if it is questionable, then we are up in arms. Then we are all little scientists. We won't get a vaccine for stuff like measles or rabies (rabies is fatal 100% of the time if contracted late enough). We will question a flu vaccine...these might make us sick....and the government tells me to do it...

    Now I'll go home and write to defend businesses that poison people every day. Maybe I'll stop at Burger King on the way home...

Tuesday, 26 May 2009

  • A Defense: On God, Disbelief, and Evolution

    This is a response to Scarletmoth’s blog…I picked hers BECAUSE I have immense respect for her analysis and insights. I am arguing against an idea, and most definitely not against the person. She is rational and respectful, as I will be in return.

     

    “Personally, I have at times subscribed to the idea that people want to believe in religions because they want to believe in life after death, etc.    What I have to say to this is that undoubtedly, some people DO use religion as a crutch, or for a multitude of other wrong reasons.    But to me, this seems to agree with the general idea of God: that he and religion and everything else, if it exists, is too complicated and vast for the human mind to comprehend.”

     

    The idea that God exists as a crutch is not a societal reason for Christianity, but more an answer to the question of why most every human culture has invented some form of religion. It reveals that human beings may simply have a weakness; that as intelligent beings, we have a problem with facing up to our apparent lack of significance and mortality.

     

    With the whole thing about God being “too complicated”….I am going to lose my mind if I hear this anymore. If a person reads the Bible, and I would chalk this up as likely its number one weakness, you find a book that appears to be all too human. The creator of the entire universe has feelings like jealousy and anger, decides that a single group of people in some corner of the world is somehow special, has rules and prejudices…these are human feelings, not what one would expect from a supreme being. On top of this, there is not a single sentence in there that could not have been written by someone in the 1st century. The moral codes of the Bronze Age fill the pages, along with terribly incorrect science, no mention of anyone outside of a tiny area, and obvious allusions to leaders of the time. (the 666 mark of the beast was a numerological symbol of Nero, a tyrannical Roman leader that the people reading the Bible at the time would have instantly recognized)

     


    “Another thing I have to wonder about is the argument that God does not make sense, therefore he does not exist.   Does God have to make sense?   Does one person's interpretation of God necessarily represent what God IS?   No, and no…”

     

    Another thing that must be realized are these two facts:

     

    1. The idea that there is an intelligent being, which created everything and intervenes in the lives of human beings, IS A SCIENTIFIC HYPOTHESIS. It is not a matter of faith or interpretation. If a person dies in a car crash, it is either because they weren’t paying attention, OR because God has long ago selected them for their death. An intelligent being either hears your own thoughts as you pray, or there is no such being. These are facts, no different from atomic theory or physics.

     

    I don't really see a situation in which anything in nature or science or life or anything can negate God, if God made it all”

     

    2. The idea that we could not have all of this without an intelligent designer asks the question of organized complexity. If the idea that evolution cannot be true, due to this fact, raises a very simple question: Ok, so where did God come from? “God was always there” is not an answer, it is a vague metaphysical copout. If the idea that life arose from a lesser means requires an answer, so must the question of where a God came from.

     

    “One point he made (st augustine) is that we should rely on our God given logic to guide us to the right answers.   If everything in science and untold amounts of evidence negate what we have thought to be true, it is dishonoring the gift God has given us (our logic) to continue to believe in the obviously incorrect truths.”

     

    The church threw people in jail for their “god given logic”. The idea that ideas like evolution are compatible with religious ideas is a patently made-up one, as is the idea that stories like Genesis or Exodus are “allegorical”. That is pathetically weak as an argument. A person would be labeled a blasphemer 200 years ago to make a statement like that. It is only in modern times, as overwhelming evidence has mounted, that cafeteria Christians has arisen in order to not look like backward thinking fools.

     

    “But I think overall, a good point is that really, in the vast scheme of things, it really doesn't matter if the world was created in 7 days, or in 7 billion.    However, by continuing and dragging out such arguments and getting into stupid fights over it, countless people end up being led AWAY from religion because of it.”

     

    I could not possible disagree with something more. I cannot think of a single question more important than that…it is one thing that likely is worth arguing about. I am confident that in a few hundred years, people then will look back at our modern religious ideas the way we read some of the things written about blacks a few hundred years ago. (It was considered a scientific fact that blacks were less intelligent) The pattern on this is simple: As time has gone on, the ideas that were put in place by Christianity have been slowly erased. At least in some people…I quote the father of Pat Robertson, only a few years ago, “I would like to help the negroes, but the Bible says that I can’t”

     

    Don’t like that? Based on what? What verse from your moral code that God wrote? If it is book of morality, on what basis is that disagreeable to you? He is only expressing the book that he lived by…at least he is being consistently backward and stupid.

     

    Women’s rights, civil rights, slavery, these were all defended by the pages of the Bible. (I know this sounds strong, but go and read some of the defenses of slavery by people like Jefferson Davis, or against the women’s suffrage opponents) The western world used a Bronze Age morality manual as a compass, and over time its barbarism and lack of insight into the true affairs of the world have cost it its credibility. At the Council of Trent, books had to be trimmed and edited. In the Medieval Period, people were burned for their misdeeds in its interpretation.

     

    Much later, people began to go directly against its teachings, through the abolishment of slavery and others…Nowadays, the common ideas; that it is not literal, that Jesus changed the laws of the Old Testament (uhh…have you read the 15 places where Jesus himself advocated HEAVIER enforcement of the barbarism of the old book? No? Didn’t think so) these ideas would have gotten you thrown in jail or exiled not all that long ago…

     

    Now there is a new paradigm for the Bible.

     

    For the love of God, don’t actually read it.


     

     

Monday, 25 May 2009

  • A Poem for Today Alone

     I wrote this poem several years ago, and read it at my grandfather's funeral. He was the best man that I have ever known, without much competition. He died on December 12, 2004;  to a procession of more than 10000 men and women in uniform, 5000 at the burial. He was awarded the silver star, 9 purple hearts, and lives through the lives of countless men that credited him for their own lives. Today is for him, but even more so for the grandfathers sitting in photo albums across this country of everyone, for all that they gave for us.

    Oxymandius Rust

    The time colored house had grass to the sills
    Work he'd laid down as a man
    Instead of a shredded curtain of life
    They ground down to dust from the sand
    Of Juno Beach and that red-water tide

    Burn marks on each of his hands

    He watched on both sides the running stop of his friends
    A kid shooting air guns at dusty coke cans
    And up on that beach like cordwood construct
    Forgotten piles and Ozymandius rust
    The sepia pictures a CCC man's grin
    Before he learned what gunpowder
    Could do to your skin
    He told me once like I didn't know why

    Black scars on each of his shins

    We congregate now a moth to his fire
    Past his broken pews and empty isles
    And some look at pictures and says he's just a kid
    But kids permit crying
    And he never did
    Lucky ones to go home to these medals they loathe
    For their wives and their colors
    And grandkids to write them bad poems
    Because I remember that warm side he saved just for me
    And that squeak of the metal they put in his knee
    Those lives that weren’t lost

    That day on that beach

     

     

Thursday, 21 May 2009

  • Blood and Terpentine: One more poem before I go back to my normal stuff...

    This is a jacked up poem and I know it, but a friend of mine that gets to read this jabber told me it's her favorite. I'm not telling you what this one's about...I think you'll figure it out :)

    Blood and Terpentine

     

    All I want to do

    Is make people listen by force

     

    All I want to do

    Is make people know when it’s better

    To shut the fuck up

    Sit like it’s a pew because for once

    It might do you some good

     

    All I want to do is

    Make idiots sit and listen from the middle of a

    Burning building

     

    Standing in the left lane of the

    I-95

    Falling from the top of the

    Empire State Building

     

    They call it a literary world

    But we’ve all agreed

    That it’s not worth a shit

    We know it

     

    I’ll be honest and you can be shocked

    I’d rather be Morrison in the tub

    Than Nicholas Sparks

    I’d rather captain a rocketship through hell

    Than sweat in the back seat of a Volvo

    To Disney Land

     

    I’d rather

    Sell arms to the Martians

    Than wait with a dumb frown for a

    Letter from some diseased clown with a

    Three-piece mind

    Telling me that I’ve won a

    Bullet-proof pair of rose-colored glasses

    For my poem “Autumn in the Spring”

     

    I want to be

    Hated

    By everyone that teaches for a living

     

    I want people to hear it and

    Get migraines

    I want to people to mull it all over and

    Vomit

     

    I want people to hear it all and

    Weep like orphans, scream, disappear, bleed from their eye sockets

    Eat their television sets, beat each other to death with

    Sawed-off Louisville Sluggers and

     

    Go out and get riotously drunk on

    Someone else’s money

     

    Ohh this ain’t no party

    This ain’t no disco

    This ain’t no fooling around

    Grab-bag of

    My little clever wordplay and sensitive thoughts and

    Gracious theories about

     

    How many ambiguities can dance on the head of a

    Chinese machine gun

     

    Because we all know it really

    This ain’t actually some genteel evening over

    Cappuccino and bouncing voices

     

    This ain’t no life affirming

    Our days have meaning

    As we watch the flowers breath through our souls and

    Fall desperately in love

     

    Take your plastic pages and shove them

    Down your throat until maybe

    The acid spills your lie into truth

     

    This ain’t no letter press, hand me down

    Wimp ass beatnik festival of bitching about

    The broken rainbow

     

    It is just the whisper of a room full of people

    That actually might fucking listen

     

    Because someone might get hurt

    But it won’t be me

     

    It is terror written down and beauty that tells me to go fuck myself

    Walking hand in hand down a bombed-out road

    As missiles scream while a

    Sky the color of arterial blood

    Blinks on and off

    Like the lights on Broadway

    After their last junkie’s died of AIDS

     

     

    I actually speak for once because no will listen anyway

    to blow the words up

    Not to dawdle them on my knee

    Like a retarded child

    But he has such beautiful eyes

    Maybe then I can

     

    Throw it off a pier into

    A December sea and

    See if the motherfucker can

    Swim for it’s life like Jack on the cordwood

     

    Because they tell me love is an excellent thing

    Surely we must need it

     

    But my friends….

     

    There is so much to boil on you these days

    That hatred just seems like love with a chip on its shoulder

    A chip like a cauterizing iron

    And heavier than

    All the bills I’ll never pay

     

    Because they’re after us

     

    They’re selling radioactive charm bracelets

    And breakfast cereals that

    Lower your IQ by 50 points per serving

    They have poetry books full of singy-song dipshits

    That write words the way

    Mormons sing Wu Tang

    Like some girl at the bar thinks

    Her cell phone makes her sexy

    And we have politicians who think

    Starting World War III

    Would really bring up their poll numbers

    We got beautiful women

    With eyes like wet lilies

    Peering out from the top of

    A drink I just totally overpoured on

    Promising that they’ll

    Screw us till we shoot blood and turpentine

     

    Take what I say or join the drove

    I only know

    We’re a tad outnumbered

     

Monday, 18 May 2009

  • The Better Man: a Poem from someone that doesn't show anyone his poems!

    I wrote this just now...so I know it has a few weak points. And no, I will not become one of those people that uses xanga as their diary. Just putting this out to see the reception. A softer side is ok, right?

    Better Man

     

    Your name in my phone has its own seasons

    You’re bebe

    Then miss America

    Then I go through and delete the unanswered ones

    Like a junkie hides syringes

    Like a lie on the chalkboard that you keep on repeating

    So you might just believe it

    On the two-hundredth reading

     

    I am not some emotional gasbag

    When I speak you best listen

    When I fight you best

    Shut the fuck up or I’ll force your attention

    Here is all you need to know

    Listen now and then I’ll go

     

    I live every day a better man

    Did you get that?

    Do I have your attention?

    Let me know if you have a contention

     

    Do they keep your picture like a ghost in the closet

    Or know with two syllables how your day fared

    Do they remember the woman past the cosmetic

    Or want what could only be theirs

    Did they believe in you when you broke your promise

    Stick with you under any sky

    Because they knew the woman that lie beyond it

    A fear-cloaked poison disguise

    Do they write you stupid ass poems

    Do they love you with every stripe

    That make up the reason I fight it

    That one day we’ll share the same life

     

    But I fear that they have your affections

    Without any care for what I have said

    Where I know they see a hand me down

    I only see beauty instead

    I have always been here but I feel like I’m fading

    The better man has taken his beating

     

    I will write this all down on that dusted chalkboard

    A lie or the truth or the stuff of movies

    Until the day comes when the better man

    Is done and gone and tired of proving

    That I love you enough to keep on repeating

    Our lie and our truth and our sad sad movie

    The one where the better man

    Stops with believing

     

     

     

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    Where have you gone to my friend? Xanga misses you.
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    Hey just visiting some of my xanga friends that I haven't heard anything from in a while... I hope life is treating you well
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    @StrawberriesMimi - It is from a poem...one of the best that I have ever read. The last line is the one is use, because I feel like it explains me pretty well :) Happy day to you!
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    Snowmen, eh? Anyways, I was thinking of running down my list and randomly choosing who to say 'Happy Day' today, (Mother's Day), but happy day :)