This is a jacked up poem and I know it, but a friend of mine that gets to read this jabber told me it's her favorite. I'm not telling you what this one's about...I think you'll figure it out :)
Blood and Terpentine
All I want to do
Is make people listen by force
All I want to do
Is make people know when it’s better
To shut the fuck up
Sit like it’s a pew because for once
It might do you some good
All I want to do is
Make idiots sit and listen from the middle of a
Burning building
Standing in the left lane of the
I-95
Falling from the top of the
Empire State Building
They call it a literary world
But we’ve all agreed
That it’s not worth a shit
We know it
I’ll be honest and you can be shocked
I’d rather be Morrison in the tub
Than Nicholas Sparks
I’d rather captain a rocketship through hell
Than sweat in the back seat of a Volvo
To Disney Land
I’d rather
Sell arms to the Martians
Than wait with a dumb frown for a
Letter from some diseased clown with a
Three-piece mind
Telling me that I’ve won a
Bullet-proof pair of rose-colored glasses
For my poem “Autumn in the Spring”
I want to be
Hated
By everyone that teaches for a living
I want people to hear it and
Get migraines
I want to people to mull it all over and
Vomit
I want people to hear it all and
Weep like orphans, scream, disappear, bleed from their eye sockets
Eat their television sets, beat each other to death with
Sawed-off Louisville Sluggers and
Go out and get riotously drunk on
Someone else’s money
Ohh this ain’t no party
This ain’t no disco
This ain’t no fooling around
Grab-bag of
My little clever wordplay and sensitive thoughts and
Gracious theories about
How many ambiguities can dance on the head of a
Chinese machine gun
Because we all know it really
This ain’t actually some genteel evening over
Cappuccino and bouncing voices
This ain’t no life affirming
Our days have meaning
As we watch the flowers breath through our souls and
Fall desperately in love
Take your plastic pages and shove them
Down your throat until maybe
The acid spills your lie into truth
This ain’t no letter press, hand me down
Wimp ass beatnik festival of bitching about
The broken rainbow
It is just the whisper of a room full of people
That actually might fucking listen
Because someone might get hurt
But it won’t be me
It is terror written down and beauty that tells me to go fuck myself
Walking hand in hand down a bombed-out road
As missiles scream while a
Sky the color of arterial blood
Blinks on and off
Like the lights on Broadway
After their last junkie’s died of AIDS
I actually speak for once because no will listen anyway
to blow the words up
Not to dawdle them on my knee
Like a retarded child
But he has such beautiful eyes
Maybe then I can
Throw it off a pier into
A December sea and
See if the motherfucker can
Swim for it’s life like Jack on the cordwood
Because they tell me love is an excellent thing
Surely we must need it
But my friends….
There is so much to boil on you these days
That hatred just seems like love with a chip on its shoulder
A chip like a cauterizing iron
And heavier than
All the bills I’ll never pay
Because they’re after us
They’re selling radioactive charm bracelets
And breakfast cereals that
Lower your IQ by 50 points per serving
They have poetry books full of singy-song dipshits
That write words the way
Mormons sing Wu Tang
Like some girl at the bar thinks
Her cell phone makes her sexy
And we have politicians who think
Starting World War III
Would really bring up their poll numbers
We got beautiful women
With eyes like wet lilies
Peering out from the top of
A drink I just totally overpoured on
Promising that they’ll
Screw us till we shoot blood and turpentine
Take what I say or join the drove
I only know
We’re a tad outnumbered
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